annyeong!

can say that school today was fine.
quite okay lah.
except that i forgot all about my pure physics homework.
~.~

i even confused myself on nature of roots.
took the whole add.math period just to understand the worksheet.
with sophie's help of course.
ohya, Miss G also gave us a 44 question on nature of roots worksheet today.
and she was soo happy about it.
hahah!
;D
well, she wants it completed by next monday.
o.o
whoaaa.
that's a lot!

had biology supplementary class right after school.
after we were done,
she asked those who were interested to watch some videos to stay.
i went off immediately of course.
cause she was showing some biology stuffs.
real heart and etc on youtube.
like eew?

went to find my pure physics teacher.
after handing him the worksheets i owed,
went back to the I.T. room.

and they were still there watching videos.
stayed inside for the aircon.
;D

went to starbucks to get my green tea frappe.
it's been so long.
^_^
and i even spilled it on my uniform while drinking.
had lunch at banquet with haziqah, shafiqah, koun, noor amirah, hervy and zi qin.
headed to white sands' library after that with the girls except for shafiqah.
she went home.

studied chemistry.

......

reached home around 5.50pm?

so yeah.
that was my uneventful day.

umm, i was irritated by umar and aizat today.
partly hervy too.
why?
cause they kept saying the 'b' word.
-.-"
being the "sensitive" person i am,
i got irritated when umar said it too many times
and blew off my top.

i really hate that word.
.......
that word can really bring me to tears.
):
weird ? i know.

overall, the green tea frappe helped to release all the tense that was building up inside
for today.
it was like the cherry on top.
green tea frappe is a stress reliever.
for me that is.
noona noona noona~

my next green tea frappe will be after hari raya.
cause im officially broke now.
and fasting month is this saturday.
how sad.

i guess im off to study for tomorrow's chemistry test.

word of conclusion:
sometimes,
i feel that i regretted coming to 3E1. with those tonnes of stress that we're facing now,
if i knew earlier, i wouldn't have picked a class with a pure science combination.moreover,
i shouldn't have picked the best class. [i think].
sometimes i feel that i should have just picked litrature and poa.

but at times too i feel that i made a good decision to come to 3E1.
why?
well, it's because of the friends that i have surrounding me.
and not to mention the oh-so helpful teachers, which makes
the lesson much more interesting . it also develops motivation in us to study harder.
not forgetting,one of the kind-est form teacher alive.
sadly, she's on a long MC due to personal stuffs.
and i miss her so much.
i hope that she'll return soon to help us with our end of year examinations.
if not , then, that's the end for my e.maths results.
right now, no matter how hard i try,
i still have no motivation to study e.maths.
and that explains why my results are really bad.
when i say really bad,
i really mean it.
it's one of the unimaginable results that you would least expect from my class.

also,
the word "if"s keeps on popping into my head.
"what if i chose that?"
"what if i didn't choose this".
and etc.
but we all know that 'IF's doesn't exists as all.
it's over and done with.
we can't change it can we?

i obviously DO have stupid wishes.
like having a time machine.
to turn back time.
and to see what would i be facing now if i didn't make this decision.
but no matter how hard i wish,

i don't think it will ever come true.
don't you agree. it's just a stupid wish anyway.

all that's left now is for me to concentrate on doing well for my studies no matter how hard it is.
im slowly progressing.[with the help of sophie's nags].
i hope that i'll progress more and also to be able to do well for my upcoming 'O's next year.
with all that's said and done,
as a secondary 3,
we're left with almost less than a year to prepare for the major examinations.
minus-ing the holidays and such.

i guess that's all for now.